I wish I can tell you that I need you more than you think. And that I want to spend time with you more often. And most of all, I want to tell you that I need to feel that we’re connected in any way possible. Because, truth to be told, I feel like we’re drifting apart. Yes, we communicate. But, I feel like, something’s missing. Or something’s lacking. I can’t pinpoint what is it. What I can tell you is that, this nagging feeling of us drifting apart scares me. I don’t want to lose you, love.
I guess what I’m saying is that I want us to spend more time together. Make more memories together. I’m afraid that our similarities will make this relationship stale. :( I don’t want that to happen.
I was upset, even mad about the things I found out
I can’t believe you lied, I felt so left out
We’ve come this far for such petty things
And now I’m having mixed feelings
I’m not sure what I’m upset about
Is the fact that you’re talking to her when you said you’d stop?
Or the fact that you lied because you think I won’t understand?
But one thing I’m sure though, I’m not happy about it
Friends told me not to worry
That I should accept your “sorry”
I usually go with “Forgive and forget”
“Not this time”, I bet.
I don’t know what you need to do
To let these pain and anger go
I don’t know what you need to say
To make me understand and stay
I guess I just need to feel all the pain
Before we talk and smooth things out again
I just wish that we’ll be true to each other
Because I don’t want to find another
Awww.. sweet! <3