I wish I can tell you that I need you more than you think. And that I want to spend time with you more often. And most of all, I want to tell you that I need to feel that we’re connected in any way possible. Because, truth to be told, I feel like we’re drifting apart. Yes, we communicate. But, I feel like, something’s missing. Or something’s lacking. I can’t pinpoint what is it. What I can tell you is that, this nagging feeling of us drifting apart scares me. I don’t want to lose you, love.

I guess what I’m saying is that I want us to spend more time together. Make more memories together. I’m afraid that our similarities will make this relationship stale. :( I don’t want that to happen. 

I was upset, even mad about the things I found out

I can’t believe you lied, I felt so left out

We’ve come this far for such petty things

And now I’m having mixed feelings

I’m not sure what I’m upset about

Is the fact that you’re talking to her when you said you’d stop?

Or the fact that you lied because you think I won’t understand?

But one thing I’m sure though, I’m not happy about it

Friends told me not to worry

That I should accept your “sorry”

I usually go with “Forgive and forget”

“Not this time”, I bet.

I don’t know what you need to do

To let these pain and anger go

I don’t know what you need to say

To make me understand and stay

I guess I just need to feel all the pain

Before we talk and smooth things out again

I just wish that we’ll be true to each other

Because I don’t want to find another